Today is 1 month since we got our last update of our beautiful children. Every month we are suppose to get an update until we go travel. But because of how busy they are this doesn't always happen. The pictures we receive are the only connections to our children and we look forward to seeing each picture and their updates on how they have grown. We have fallen in love with their pictures. There is so much uncertainty that we do not know. I feel like I am pregnant and each picture is like a ultra sound picture. You fall in love with the picture for sure, how can you not.

After you receive a referral you are expected to wait 6-8 months before you are ready to travel so we are half way there. Another 3-5 months to go. It seems like such a long time.